Christmas for SRA Survivors born Into Illuminati Family!!!

Hi again Folks,

A Trigger Warning for our fellow SRA Survivors!!

This entry is about what Christmas is for us SRA [Satanic Ritual Abuse] Survivors during what ordinary people call the Christmas [Pagan] Holiday period. 

Most people don't have a clue, what we as SRA Survivors have to go through and the Child Sacrifices we have to witness as our core 'Robert' did since age of years of age 3 a 4. Robert during his child-hood saw like  this every year about between 30 a 45 children between ages of 3 a 4 uptill 18 years of ages.  things that can trigger us is like ordinary Christmas song that can Trigger us severely back into the  moment of the Rituals between December 18th uptill January 5th. The killing of a Child during each Christmas was a non-Bloodline child. 

In Illuminati Christmas [Pagan] Celebration, the kids like us, were brought to a big Gothic Mansion, that had like a normal Christmas Tree, except the usual decorations what goes into a tree. Also the Illuminati has his own alternative Santa, what looks anything but a Santa, in appearance it looks more like how a Priest would look like, but than with off white garment and off white Robe with hoodie. As well it had a funny hat that looks much like what the Pope wear on his head and also carry a staff, that he uses for striking at a certain time of the Ritual a Child to the ground death.

Also the movie Eyes Wide Shut is in certain aspects correct, beside that during the Rituals after 2 am in the weekend before Christmas they got their indoor Rituals, with so well female Mk-ultra Sex Kittens aswell with Children too. The reason for this is to steal the innocense and its energies of Children, so well Boys and Girls. One of Robert's main abusers were like G. Bush Snr., and D. Cheney, among a few others. 

Alot of high level male Illuminati members are also Peadophiles aswell, and they enjoy to rape of a child. I understand this is hard to comprehend for ordinary folks out there, that don't have those experiences. The Christmas Holidays is for Illuminati born Survi-vors a literal hell.  Even an simple Christmas song can trigger a bad memory for us SRA Survivors. Also some of Robert's [our core] and other Alters on the inside that dealt with the rape while the person / child rapist was wearing a Santa costume. So this image will be instilled for life, everytime when you see a Santa it could trigger that particular memory. Robert and even some of the others on the inside had during just seeing a Santa that memory triggered and started to scream in panic in a public places.

For us SRA Survivors Christmas Celebrations will never be the same as for normal people that don't have those experiences period. 

I hope that everyone has a Happy New Year [2016].

Lauren xx.